hey guys sorry its been forever. Theres been much going on. Starting back to when my heart doctor appointment was. Well it went okay i guess. Im on a heart doner list. Which isnt the greatest..... But im healthy besides that.

After my heart doctor appointment. I got busy. Practicing, practicing and practicing. I had my first performance. It was on June 17. That was very very scary. But i didnt mess up and i got the loudest applause. I was very proud of myself. I sang:

Love story- Taylor Swift
Kerosene- Miranda Lambert
Redneck Woman- Gretchen Wilson
and Gunpowder and Lead - miranda Lambert

Then i got right back to practicing. Soon after i had many many parties to go too. So i went to those. Those were a lottt of fun. Then i had friends stay the night this past weekend.
and

Then after all that. I finally had enough time to get on today to update XDDD. Then tomorrow i have another performance.

Its been pretty busy. But im sure ill be able to get on a looooot more.

Umm some recents updates besides those:

-max and i are still going out
-Performances are:
July 1
July 15
and September 4

-im singing a new song now: you belong with me-taylor swift
-I finally got through all my messages lol

Songs im listening to:

White horse- Taylor Swift
Addicted- Kelly Clarkson
I hate myself for losing you - Kelly clarkson
Life is Beautiful - Sixx a.m.
Refugee - Tribal Ink

I hate myself for losing you - Kelly Clarkson lyrics:

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no

I hate myself for losing you
(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything's said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for lovïng you