well today my friends and i got into one of our little fights and we arent talking or anything....

my friend and i want to be friends again but are having a troubled time deciding if we can trust each other again

the dance is coming up for middleschool students....and i have no friends to go with...and there's going to be slow songs.....*sighs*

The person i love most is leaving in 12 days

Exams are coming up soon.....ugh....

ending of school.....

i barely get to see my friends anymore til the fair which isnt until 4 months later....

the people who i want to hang out with in the summer will be gone....

and so much more.....

so im going through a hard time at school

then track they had us run 7- 500 meters
4-100 meter
3-50 meters

and 4 cool down laps

and i have serious painful cramps...

and a bleeding ankle....

so ive taken a turn for the worse............

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!*%/Lindsay\%*!


P.S. I played this game before with people...so yea...im use to some of this....but heres a song that goes along with how school is going with me and people....

Downfall-TRUSTcompany

Fear in me so deep it gets the best of me,
In the fear I fall, here it comes face to face with me,
Here I stand, hold back so no one can see,
I feel these wounds, step down, step down,
step down.

(am I) Breaking Down
Can I break away
Push me away, make me fall,
Just to see, another side of me,
Push me away, you can see,
what I see, the other side of me.

Fall back on me, and I'll be the strength I need,
to save me now, just come face to face with me,
stay in place you'll be the first to see, me heal these wounds,
step down, step down, step down, down

I'm not breaking, down
can I break away
push me away, make me fall,
just to see another side of me,
push me away you can see,
what I see, the other side of me

Go!

Fall, can I break away
push me away, make me fall,
just to see another side of me,
push me away you can see,
what I see, the other side of me

No one can see anything on the other side of me
I walk, I crawl, losing everything and waiting for the downfall
No one can see everything on the other side of me
I walk, I crawl losing everything on the downfall.
Downfall, Fall.

here is a frickin awsome song for this song....reminds me of how things are going...only the monsters are my friends that are pushing me away and treating me like crap and the guy and girl billy-rebecca, are the two who expierence that together....so yea.....in a way relates to my situation...two ppl in my life are going through this...so yea....fits in a way...if you understand this XDD

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